BACK TO BALANCE

I had a strange dream where I was a train racing along a trackless asphalt railway embankment and when another one came towards me, I leaned so far to the right that I was afraid of falling off. In the morning I opened social media and saw a meme about being on the track, with a railway leaning to the right. While walking along a beautiful alley at lunchtime, I discovered that I was walking on the right side, not in the middle, as usually - and then I understood the message. 

The right side is associated with masculine energy. It was the last week of roofing work and I had shifted from my pleasant feminine energy to a disturbingly achieving, getting things done and masculine energy! The most joyful path? Back to balance!

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Tasakaalu leidmine

Nägin kummalist und, kus olin rong, mis kihutas rööbasteta asfalteeritud raudteetammil ja kui teine tuli vastu, siis kaldusin sedavõrd paremale, et tekkis hirm alla kukkuda. Hommikul avasin sotsiaalmeedia ja nägin meemi rajal olemisest, koos väga kõvera paremale kaldunud raudteega. Lõuna ajal mööda kaunist alleed kõndides avastasin, et kõnnin liiga paremal servas, mitte keskel, nagu tavaliselt - ja siis sain sõnumist aru. 

Paremat poolt seostatakse meesenergiaga. Oli viimane katusetööde nädal ning ma oma mõnusast naisenergias kulgemisest häirivalt saavutamisse, ärategemisse ja meesenergiasse kaldunud! Kõige rõõmuküllasem tee? Tagasi tasakaalu!

IDENTIFICATION

I went to my inspiring masseuse and then took a few cards from her deck. I got an image that symbolizes new beginnings… and the word “Identification”.

I had just noticed and was getting rid of yet another extra responsibility that had crept into my life unnoticed and was excited about the opportunity to dedicate myself 100% to writing again, so these cards resonated very much with where I was in my life at the moment.

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Identifitseerimine

Käisin oma inspireeriva massööri juures ja võtsin pärast tema kaardipakist paar kaarti. Sain pildi, mis sümboliseerib uusi algusi… ja sinna juurde sõna “Identifitseerimine”. 

Olin just märganud ja vabanemas järjekordselt märkamatult mu ellu hiilinud lisakohustustest ja elevil võimalusest uuesti 100% kirjutamisele pühenduda, nii et need kaardid resoneerusid vägagi sellega, kus oma elus parasjagu olin.

DREAM IN FULL COLOUR

I went to a big fashion show and since the name of the show was Trinity, which is quite similar to my name, it seemed like a place I had to go to from the moment I saw the ads. The show was full of enchanting beauty… and on top of that, as I entered the hall, I saw a beautiful colourful Porsche with the text “Dream in full colour” on it.

It was such a supportive reminder, because I guess I had been thinking smaller for some time and not devoting too much time to dreaming big.

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Unista värviliselt

Käisin suurel moeetendusel ja kuna show nimi oli Trinity, mis on üsna sarnane minu nimega, tundus see algusest peale koht, kuhu pean kindlasti minema. Etendus oligi lummavat ilu täis… ja lisaks nägin saali sisenedes kaunist värvilist Porschet, mille juures tekst “Unista värviliselt".

Mõjus nii toetava meeldetuletusena, sest olingi vist vahepeal väiksemalt mõelnud ja suurelt unistamisele liiga vähe aega pühendanud.

YOUR TURN TO RECEIVE

For me, a surefire way to get into the energy of scarcity is to start some side project to secure my financial security instead of writing books, flying around, enjoying and trusting life. I suddenly realized this spring that I had experienced this both during my PhD years and during my years in real estate development.

I did my best to focus 100% on my heart’s calling again… and then the subject line of the Chopra Center newsletter that arrived in my inbox one morning seemed meaningful: “It’s your turn to receive."

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Sinu kord vastu võtta

Minu puhul on kindel kiirtee puuduseenergiasse hakata mingite kõrvalprojektidega oma finantsturvalisust kindlustama, selmet raamatuid kirjutada, ringi lennelda, elu nautida ja usaldada. Olin sel kevadel äkki aru saanud, et kogesin seda nii paaril aastal doktorantuuris kui ka paaril aastal kinnisvaraarendusse sukeldudes. 

Andsin oma parima, et keskenduda uuesti 100% oma südame kutsumusele… ja siis tundus tähenduslik ka ühel hommikul postkasti saabunud Chopra keskuse uudiskirja teemarida: “On Sinu kord vastu võtta.” 

AMPHITHEATRE

While driving, we discussed with my partner the idea of ​​going to an Andrea Bocelli concert with friends in Taormina, Sicily. Unbelievable, but the next morning while scrolling through Facebook, I saw another friend's post about the stunning view from the ancient amphitheatre in Taormina - he emphasized to the new Minister of Culture that the theater, built in 300 BC, has been providing people with entertainment, comfort and joy all these years since its completion - investments in culture pay off. 

A clever post, but from our perspective… a sign that you should go to the concert?! We did, and it was most magical experience!

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Amfiteater

Arutasime Tallinnast Võrru sõites ideed sõpradega Sitsiiliasse Taorminasse Andrea Bocelli kontserdile minna. Uskumatu lugu, aga järgmisel hommikul Facebooki kerides nägin tuttava postitust Taormina vapustava vaatega antiiksest teatrist, kus ta rõhutas uuele kultuuriministrile, et 300 aastat eKr valminud teater on valmimisest alates kõik need aastad inimestele meelelahutust, lohutust ja rõõmu pakkunud - investeeringud kultuuri tasuvad ära. 

Andekas postitus, aga meie vaatenurgast… märk, et minge kontserdile?! Läksimegi - ja see osutus tõeliselt maagiliseks elamuseks!