IDENTIFICATION

I went to my inspiring masseuse and then took a few cards from her deck. I got an image that symbolizes new beginnings… and the word “Identification”.

I had just noticed and was getting rid of yet another extra responsibility that had crept into my life unnoticed and was excited about the opportunity to dedicate myself 100% to writing again, so these cards resonated very much with where I was in my life at the moment.

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Identifitseerimine

Käisin oma inspireeriva massööri juures ja võtsin pärast tema kaardipakist paar kaarti. Sain pildi, mis sümboliseerib uusi algusi… ja sinna juurde sõna “Identifitseerimine”. 

Olin just märganud ja vabanemas järjekordselt märkamatult mu ellu hiilinud lisakohustustest ja elevil võimalusest uuesti 100% kirjutamisele pühenduda, nii et need kaardid resoneerusid vägagi sellega, kus oma elus parasjagu olin.

DREAM IN FULL COLOUR

I went to a big fashion show and since the name of the show was Trinity, which is quite similar to my name, it seemed like a place I had to go to from the moment I saw the ads. The show was full of enchanting beauty… and on top of that, as I entered the hall, I saw a beautiful colourful Porsche with the text “Dream in full colour” on it.

It was such a supportive reminder, because I guess I had been thinking smaller for some time and not devoting too much time to dreaming big.

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Unista värviliselt

Käisin suurel moeetendusel ja kuna show nimi oli Trinity, mis on üsna sarnane minu nimega, tundus see algusest peale koht, kuhu pean kindlasti minema. Etendus oligi lummavat ilu täis… ja lisaks nägin saali sisenedes kaunist värvilist Porschet, mille juures tekst “Unista värviliselt".

Mõjus nii toetava meeldetuletusena, sest olingi vist vahepeal väiksemalt mõelnud ja suurelt unistamisele liiga vähe aega pühendanud.

YOUR TURN TO RECEIVE

For me, a surefire way to get into the energy of scarcity is to start some side project to secure my financial security instead of writing books, flying around, enjoying and trusting life. I suddenly realized this spring that I had experienced this both during my PhD years and during my years in real estate development.

I did my best to focus 100% on my heart’s calling again… and then the subject line of the Chopra Center newsletter that arrived in my inbox one morning seemed meaningful: “It’s your turn to receive."

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Sinu kord vastu võtta

Minu puhul on kindel kiirtee puuduseenergiasse hakata mingite kõrvalprojektidega oma finantsturvalisust kindlustama, selmet raamatuid kirjutada, ringi lennelda, elu nautida ja usaldada. Olin sel kevadel äkki aru saanud, et kogesin seda nii paaril aastal doktorantuuris kui ka paaril aastal kinnisvaraarendusse sukeldudes. 

Andsin oma parima, et keskenduda uuesti 100% oma südame kutsumusele… ja siis tundus tähenduslik ka ühel hommikul postkasti saabunud Chopra keskuse uudiskirja teemarida: “On Sinu kord vastu võtta.” 

AMPHITHEATRE

While driving, we discussed with my partner the idea of ​​going to an Andrea Bocelli concert with friends in Taormina, Sicily. Unbelievable, but the next morning while scrolling through Facebook, I saw another friend's post about the stunning view from the ancient amphitheatre in Taormina - he emphasized to the new Minister of Culture that the theater, built in 300 BC, has been providing people with entertainment, comfort and joy all these years since its completion - investments in culture pay off. 

A clever post, but from our perspective… a sign that you should go to the concert?! We did, and it was most magical experience!

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Amfiteater

Arutasime Tallinnast Võrru sõites ideed sõpradega Sitsiiliasse Taorminasse Andrea Bocelli kontserdile minna. Uskumatu lugu, aga järgmisel hommikul Facebooki kerides nägin tuttava postitust Taormina vapustava vaatega antiiksest teatrist, kus ta rõhutas uuele kultuuriministrile, et 300 aastat eKr valminud teater on valmimisest alates kõik need aastad inimestele meelelahutust, lohutust ja rõõmu pakkunud - investeeringud kultuuri tasuvad ära. 

Andekas postitus, aga meie vaatenurgast… märk, et minge kontserdile?! Läksimegi - ja see osutus tõeliselt maagiliseks elamuseks!

WE ELEVATE

I came back from an exciting inner journey and went for a walk with my dog. There was a car parked near the house that I had never seen there before, but on the side of which was the text: “We elevate.”

Beautiful. Especially since I felt exactly elevated after this inspiring journey and meditation.

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Me ülendame

Tulin ühelt põnevalt siserännakult ja läksin koeraga jalutama. Maja lähedale oli pargitud auto, mida ma polnud seal eales varem näinud, aga mille küljel ilutses tekst: “Me ülendame.”

Imeilus. Seda enam, et just ülendatuna ma end pärast seda inspireerivat rännakut ja meditatsiooni tundsingi.

RAINBOW

I was on my way by train to my southern small town - a good friend had come to meet me in a car and there was a rainbow in the sky. Good signs.

A few days later, the construction of the long-awaited new roof finally began.

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Vikerkaar

Saabusin rongiga Põlvasse, et Võrru edasi sõita - hea sõber oli autoga vastu tulnud ja vikerkaar ka taevas. Head märgid.

Paar päeva hiljem algas lõpuks kauaoodatud uue katuse ehitus.

EDEN

Sometimes it pays off to make a spring cleaning in your life. After one of those cleanings and some lifestyle changes, a new white chair arrived in my cute little town home, just like I had been dreaming of for a long time. The product name happened to be Eden… and it felt like I had arrived in the Garden of Eden.

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Eeden

Vahel ikka tasub elus inventuuri teha. Pärast ühte sellist kevadist suurpuhastust ja mõningaid elukorralduslikke muudatusi saabus mu nunnusse väikelinnakoju valge ripptool, milletaolisest olin ammu unistanud. Juhtumisi oli selle tootenimi Eden… ja tunne oligi, nagu oleks Eedeni aeda jõudnud.

DON'T WANT YOUR LIFE

For years, I sometimes saw a pink sticker with the text “Huiabella Fantastika does not want your life” on the wall near my home. The name had always fascinated me, probably because it sounded so original.

When I encountered it again one beautiful sunny spring morning, I realized that it was a sweet sign: although some of the exes of my exes have thought that I wanted their lives for myself, surprise-surprise - I didn't want your life at all, because my own is about a million times more fantastic, fierce, joyful, brighter, happier.

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Ei taha teie elu

Juba aastaid ilutses mu pealinna kodu lähedal elektrikapil roosa kleeps tekstiga “Huiabella Fantastika ei taha teie elu”. See nimi oli mind alati võlunud, küllap seetõttu, et see kõlas nii ufolt, et tundsin sellega teatavat hingesugulust.

Ühel kaunil päikeselisel kevadhommikul sellega jälle kohtudes taipasin, et see ongi üks armas märk: ehkki mõne mu mehe eksnaine on arvanud, et ma tahtsin nende elu endale, siis üllatus-üllatus - ei tahtnud teie elu, üldse, sest mu enda oma on umbes miljon korda fantastilisem, ägedam, rõõmuküllasem, säravam, õnnelikum.