neljapäev, 27. juuni 2024

Perfect timing

It's funny that every time in almost ten years, when I've been sad about one certain person, the Universe has shown me the same sentence: “Everything you need will come to you at the perfect time.”

To be honest, in some moments of being pissed off, I've thought, no, I don't want to continue anymore... but as always, when the Universe has a plan, it is unstoppable.

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Ideaalne ajastus

Naljakas, et kõik korrad ligi kümne aasta jooksul, kui ma olen ühe inimese pärast kurvastanud, on Universum näidanud mulle sama lauset: “Kõik, mida Sa vajad, tuleb Sinu juurde ideaalsel hetkel.”

Ausalt öeldes mõnel nördinud olemise hetkel olen ma mõelnud, et ei, ma ei tahagi enam… aga teadagi, nagu ikka, kui Universumil on plaan, siis ta on pidurdamatu.

neljapäev, 20. juuni 2024

Hydrangeas

I was writing and thinking at the beginning of June and suddenly I realized that I have seen so many pink hydrangeas around me lately. These are the flowers of the beginning of June, aren't they, but of course I googled what is their spiritual meaning - I got the answer that the hydrangea represents gratitude, grace and beauty, as well as abundance. In Europe, they have also been associated with arrogance and boastfulness, as this plant can produce many flowers but very few seeds.

I did get food for thought - I was in a bit of a difficult place at the moment and I had also just asked myself if one of the reasons for these difficulties could have been that I had become a bit arrogant in the meantime? Humble is a particularly beautifully mellow-sounding word in English.

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Hortensiad

Kirjutasin-mõtisklesin juuni algul ja äkki sain aru, et olen enda ümber näinud nii palju roosasid hortensiaid. Eks need ongi juuni alguse lilled, aga guugeldasin siis muidugi huvi pärast nende vaimset tähendust - sain vastuseks, et hortensia esindab tänulikkust, väärikust ja ilu, samuti küllust, tänu oma priiskavale õitevahule. Euroopas on küll seostatud neid ka arrogantsuse ja hooplemisega, kuna see taim suudab toota palju õisi, aga vähe seemneid.

Sain mõtlemisainet küll - olin parasjagu natuke keerulises kohas ja olin endalt ka just küsinud, kas üks nende raskuste põhjus võis olla see, et olin vahepeal natuke ülbeks läinud? Humble - alandlik või tagasihoidlik - on inglise keeles eriti kaunilt mahedakõlaline sõna.

neljapäev, 13. juuni 2024

New beginnings

I saw a phrase that happy new beginnings are often disguised as painful endings. Resonated somehow…

Fortunately, I also saw a big Lidl poster "The best summer", which immediately made me happy.

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Uued algused

Nägin kuskil vilksatamas lauset, et õnnelikud uued algused on sageli maskeeritud valusateks lõppudeks. Resoneerus kuidagi…

Õnneks nägin ka suurt Lidli plakatit “Parim suvi”, see tegi kohe meele rõõmsaks.

neljapäev, 6. juuni 2024

Progress

I had made many changes in my life and felt that the course was set right again. I renewed the polish on my toenails and discovered, to my great positive surprise, that the small bruises that had been there for a while (probably from a long walk in not the most suitable shoes) had disappeared. 

Why this surprised me - I have only had them twice in my life, both times when I wasn't going in the right direction, and I had read that foot problems are related to a person's subconscious unwillingness to move forward with something in life…

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Edasiminek

Olin oma elus teinud hulga muudatusi ja tundsin, et kurss on jälle paika timmitud. Uuendasin varbaküüntel lakki ja avastasin suure positiivse üllatusena, et väikesed verevalumitäpid, mis olid tükk aega mu varbaküünte all olnud (pikemast jalutuskäigust mitte kõige sobivamate jalatsitega ilmselt), olid äkki kadunud. 

Miks see mind jahmatas - mul oli neid tekkinud vaid kaks korda elus, mõlemal juhul siis, kui ma ei läinud just kõige õigemas suunas, ning ma olin lugenud, et jalgadega seotud probleemid on seotud sellega, kui inimene alateadlikult ei taha elus mingi asjaga edasi liikuda.

Viva la vulva

I wandered in Central Europe on the Bratislava-Budapest-Vienna route, collecting new countries, cities and memories. I was taking the train ...