Dare to dream big

While visiting the capital, I saw a poster with the text "Dare to dream big" and recorded it as a voice message for myself. Of course, I found it at exactly the right moment a few weeks later, when my self-confidence wavered a bit and the dream of devoting myself to literature tended to be overshadowed by thoughts of that maybe I should go to work somewhere.

With unlimited possibilities, I would obviously only do cool things, in addition to writing, I would perhaps contribute to socially important projects, that are close to my heart, and not bury myself in activities that do not make my eyes shine.

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Julge suurelt unistada

Nägin Tallinnas käies plakatit tekstiga “Julge suurelt unistada” ja salvestasin selle häälsõnumina enda jaoks. Leidsin selle muidugi täpselt õigel hetkel paar nädalat hiljem, kui eneseusk pisut kõikus ning kirjandusele pühendumise unistust kippusid varjutama “äkki peaks kuskile tööle minema” mõtted.

Piiramatute võimaluste juures teeksin ma ilmselgelt ainult ägedaid asju, lisaks kirjutamisele panustaksin ehk ühiskondlikult olulistesse ja südamelähedastesse projektidesse, mitte ei mataks end tegevustesse, mis mu silmi särama ei pane.

Focus on flying

My friend and I had just discussed how not to get stuck in old stories, suffering, energy. And shortly after that I was reminded of a post by Lisa Nichols with the text: “When a butterfly is a butterfly, it's not reliving it's time as a caterpillar. It's focused on flying.” 

Brilliant.

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Keskendu lendamisele

Olime sõbraga just arutanud, kuidas ei peaks kinni jääma vanadesse lugudesse, kannatustesse, energiasse. Ja varsti pärast seda jäi mulle ette Lisa Nicholsi postitus tekstiga “Kui liblikas on liblikas, siis ta ei ela uuesti läbi oma aega ussikesena. Ta keskendub lendamisele.”

Geniaalne.

You are wonderful

My friend called in the morning, we chatted, sharing exciting reflections with each other and analyzing what is happening in our lives. Later, I opened the news portal, when an advertisement popped up on the screen with the text: "Yes, you are wonderful! A good word saves the world. Say something nice to a friend or loved one."

So beautiful and completely on topic!

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Sa oled suurepärane

Sõbranna helistas hommikul, lobisesime naudinguga, teineteisele põnevaid peegeldusi jagades ja elus toimuvat analüüsides. Hiljem avasin uudisteportaali, kui ekraanile hüppas Rocca al Mare reklaam tekstiga: “Jah, Sa oled suurepärane! Hea sõna päästab maailma. Ütle sõbrale või armsamale midagi ilusat.”

Nii ilus ja täitsa teemasse! 

Trust your path

I was sick, for the second time in a short time. As I like to look for reasons, I thought about the question of what is the message of this disease and took playfully a card from a deck of magic cards. Magical - I received a card with the text "Trust your path: if you knew you would be supported, what would you do?" - and I had just told a friend how I hesitantly accepted two tasks, which I did somewhat reluctantly. Such things had caused me internal conflicts before, but the body's messages and their clarity stunned me again.

If I knew I would be supported, I obviously wouldn't have bothered with these jobs.

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Usalda oma rada

Olin ilgelt vastikult haige, juba teist korda lühikese aja jooksul. Kuna mulle meeldib põhjuseid otsida, siis mõtlesin küsimusele, mis selle haiguse sõnum on ja võtsin mänguliselt võlukaartide pakist kaardi. Maagiline - sain kaardi tekstiga “Usalda oma rada: kui Sa teaksid, et Sind toetatakse, mida Sa teeksid?” - ja ma olin just sõbrale rääkinud, kuidas võtsin kõhklustega vastu kaks tellimustööd, mida ma tegin pisut vastumeelselt. Sellised asjad olid minus varemgi sisemisi konflikte tekitanud, aga keha sõnumid ja nende selgus jahmatasid taas.

Kui ma teaksin, et mind toetatakse, siis ma ilmselgelt poleks end nende töödega vaevanud.

Builder

Through a local Facebook group, I found a guy who removed a pile of construction debris from my attic. It turned out that he also builds, and he asked what I was planning to do there. I explained, and he came the next day to sand the old wooden floor. After he left, I was raking in the sand between the logs in the other room, flattening it… when a chess piece came out of the sand. But this man's last name was the same as the chess piece’s!

The universe gave its recommendation and said that building with this man is a path full of joy?!

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Ehitaja

Leidsin kohaliku Facebooki grupi kaudu ühe mehe, kes viis mu katusealusest korterist hunniku ehitusprahti minema. Selgus, et ta ehitab ka ning ta uuris, mis ma plaanin sinna teha. Selgitasin ning asi lõppes sellega, et ta tuli järgmisel päeval vana laudpõrandat lihvima. Pärast tema lahkumist tuuseldasin teises toas rehaga palkide vahel liiva sees, lükkasin seda tasasemaks… kui liiva seest tuli välja malenupp. Aga selle mehe perekonnanimi oli sama kui sel malenupul!

Universum andis oma soovituse ja ütles, et selle mehega ehitamine on rõõmuküllane tee?!

Home

In the process of removing the plywood covering the old floorboards, some old newspapers from the 1960s came out. In one, the large title said "A person's home is also the home of art" - so beautiful and so significant, because I saw in this house my home, where I write my next books.

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Kodu

Vanadelt põrandalaudadelt neid katnud vineerplaatide eemaldamise käigus tulid välja mõned vanad ajalehed 1960ndatest. Ühes ilutses suur pealkiri “Inimese kodu on ka kunsti kodu” - nii ilus ja nii märgiline, sest just selles majas, kust need välja tulid, nägin oma tulevast kodu, kus kirjutada järgmisi raamatuid.

Duchess Rose

Rose is a big favorite of mine, both as the queen of flowers and as a fragrant essential oil what is said to have the highest vibration of love. So of course I was over the moon when I received a perfume called The Coveted Duchess Rose for Christmas from a dear person.

It felt like a sign... that I have reached the state of pure love.

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Roosi hertsoginna

Roos on mu suur lemmik nii lillede kuningannana kui ka healõhnalise ja väidetavalt kõige kõrgema armastuse vibratsiooniga eeterliku õlina. Nii et loomulikult olin vaimustusest seitsmendas taevas, kui sain jõuluks ühelt armsalt inimeselt parfüümi nimega The Coveted Duchess Rose - ihaldatud roosi hertsoginna. 

Märgilisena mõjus ka… et olengi jõudnud puhtasse armastusse.

Good or bad?

At one point, looking around my bathroom, I discovered that the hairdresser had given me a charcoal black scalp boosting extract and I had bought a charcoal toothpaste myself. This reminded me of a fairy tale from my childhood, where it rained gold on the good girl and pitch rain on the bad girl. Fortunately, there was also body oil with golden glitter, but it immediately made me think about where I have been good and where I have been bad. :) Fortunately, you can choose again at any moment.

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Hea või halb?

Avastasin ühel hetkel oma vannitoas ringi vaadates, et juuksur oli andnud mulle süsimusta peanaha turgutamise ekstrakti ning ma ise ostnud süsimusta söega hambapasta. Selle peale meenus mulle muinasjutt lapsepõlvest, kus heale tüdrukule sadas peale kullavihma ja halvale pigivihma. Õnneks leidus sealsamas kuldse sädelusega kehaõli ka, aga pani kohe järele mõtlema, kus olen olnud hea ja kus halb. :) Õnneks saab igal hetkel uuesti valida.

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